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The strings of my heart are forever bound to you...

12/15/05 08:43 pm - winter fall. ^^

Maybe I'm in the L'arc-ish mood. Indeed i am. very much so. ^^. Also in a lee-hom ish wayy. love him.. O_O... Singing to his songs are so hard... me and my chinese-singing-poser-ness. -_-. Today was pretty fun. after school ended EARLY, me, Mich and Liz went bubble tea-ing. Me and Liz shared one... We got strawberry.. and i ate most of the tapioca. XD IN YOUR FACE. After i say jason. -_-.. i hate him.. and his doumiyouji(did i even spell that right?!) hair cut... -_-.. that and he said when i make a pouty face i look like Tsukushi(again with spelling.-_-) NOT TRUE O_O... yay i lub my early birthday present~! Jay-chan gave me A gunner zaku warrior model.. (HIGH GRADE AND BIG.. so expensive.. u_u didn't have to.. ; ;... ) MARCH OF THE PENGUINNNS! ("WEE! LOOK AT THE PENGUINS!") And a very shiny braclet that makes me feel rich O_O.. Today everyone on finch (no not michelle) was staring at me. weird.. (maybe because of the kilt-wear-ness?... And sorry for the non abundantless in updates.. i didn't feel like it for awhile. ^^.(oh yeah.. from now on I'm copy-pasting all my entries in my live journal so.... don't bother looking on both.. unless it's something that i don't want publically seen on LJ.. ^^;;..)

"Nowhere to run, we’re seeking redemption
No waiting for divine intervention
Search for the tree that overcomes death
Taking the fruit – discover a new way to breath"
-As one, L'arc~en~ciel.

11/13/05 10:38 pm - MUST KILL

anyway... today was an ok week...
On friday.... I think i lost my gym unifrom.. .>.>....
That and we waited for everyone to get off the path so we could chasr a puck that rolled down the path.. it almost went on youge stree.. but liz saved it.. >.>
On Saturday it was daniels party... not really that fun... we played resident evil 4... He bought the limited edition version.. o.o.... It was sorta retarded... but ok... John kept saying something about his sexy jacket.. Then we played soul caliber III.. Xienghua and Talim Killed everyone! XD. But then John and drew had a stuf sigfried and nightmare battle.. that lasted at least.... 50+ rounds? Then it was the damned seung mina battles.... OMG NO. Then Daniel came in and beat everyone with Maxi. We had cake. Afterward ferdinand came over and we decided to go to the internet cafe [YK]. [at 3 in the morning XD.] At first we just played teams on ice world but then some korean guys asked if they could play with us. {yess...} So Andrew, John, Ferdinand, Adrian and Me were on the terrorist team, the korean guys on CT.
WE PWNED THEM! [i knifed them and everyone was all like "DISS" ^^;;] Then we kept changing our names.. this is how the list went:
Onigiri
Takoyaki
Ryo
FFXI: Rise of the Zilart
I EAT RATS
I EAT BATS
I EAT HATS
Can i be you friend?
I want to hug you
can i kiss you pls?
YK sucks.
YK player killer
I <3 you ^_^
I HAVE RABIES
I HAVE HEMEROIDS.... And many more.. >.>.... then after they left.. [ ; ; ] We just played awp map until our time ran out... When they dropped us off they kept making moaning noises.. and singing rap songs and replacing everything with andrew or zack O_O...

Today I went to my aunts house for my cousins engagemtn congrats party.. Everyone else is so old.. or so young.... It was funny because Mike Replaced his face with brad pitts XD... EAT THAT!
We had a ping-pong tournament [yes i am the champ.]
I slept with my bunny in the car. ^^

I'm sad.. .because something is wrong with our pipes.. or the tank.. ; ;... that and my mom was too lazy to pass me paper and we fought... >.>... [cries... on guri-guri]


"would you like a handkerchief?"-guri-guri <3 [yes please.. ; ;]

11/10/05 09:57 pm - weeeeehhh

Todays was good. but tiring. yes. very tiring. I woke up today and got up and I was all like "EH!? MY BACK!" And I was in pain. Not very fun. Then I was running around the house to find a bag because my bag was all wet yesterday. T.T. That and my mom was rapping on the door... that and i looked at the clock and it was like..7:20. oh shit. ^^;;

When I got to school it was ok.. had no time to buy my sacred bacon sandwhich.. ; ;.. French was oook... English.. WE BOMBED the oral presentation.. If we weren't doing Sunrise on the veld.. maybe we would have a chance.... BAH.
I had lunch. I had a panzo. correction I could AFFORD a panzo.heh. Sat with Joey. fun. XD
Then math.. which I beleive I am starting to gain some confidence in (started with 10% ^^:;)
Then.. There's geo.. blah.. i dunno.. it's seemed ok..ish.. ^^:;...
The self defence was ok ^^;.. Yesterday when me and Jay-chan practiced it seemed harder.. ^^;;.. (sooper twiwt bear hug ^^;;... Stupid nicole and michelle comparing yesterday to the notebook.. cept.. without the making out and stuff.. [Me: I HAVEN'T EVEN WATCHED THAT MOVIE.]
Then i went to the AA meeting.. which lasted a few minutes.. The anime club meeting was fun... Morita rocks XD... he's just.. too funny.. yes. And why were they playing such music at such a gay (as in I MEAN GAY) scene? ^^;;...
I think i lost my gym uniform... gotta look for it.. @_@....I so stoopid ; ;..
Yes. and Now I am watching some PVs. Yes.. More tetsu [WAI! ^.^] Yes and i realizeed the guitarist from art school is HOT. Cept for the whole smoking thing... Eh... TETSU DOESN'T SMOKE. YAY. He's so pretty....^^. SO IS OGURI. YES. VERY. With his cute reading. OMG. I WILL STOP BEING A FANGIRL

THINGS TO DO
Get a Blonde Wig.
Do math.
Fix Misa costume.
Stop eating candy.
Stop being a tetsu fangirl [psshh lik that will ever happen]
Stop being a guri-guri fangirl [yes I call the great oguri shun that.. ^^]
Finish Art.
Do English piece.
Do those science questions..
MAKE A NEW LAYOUT FOR MY OLD BLOG [still has that halloween layout.]
Finish RP entry. [I'm sooooo sorry ^^;;]

"This feeling is like a flower that never wilts
No matter how many times
The seasons come round and change the colors
if this is a dream, let it be a dream
flooding with the glimmer of love, it stains my heart
I always think of you"
Jojoushi - L'arc~en~ciel. [omg.. I hate love songs ; ;]
 

11/1/05 11:26 pm - gwah.

GWAH! Stupid math... *massacrates math into mass nothing-ness* gahh I HATE IT SO MUCH. It's like my worst subject.. bah.. That Michelle had to move seats. There goes any sociableness in classes.. Cept art.. ish okay... BAH.. Almost done homework. Tomorrow i hate to go to my moms work... I've been there like... too many times in my lifetime.. bah.. she's going to introduce me to her new co-workers and stuff SO POINTLESS. That and she won't buy me lunch.. She probably won't let me go to chinatown because she's gonna complain about spending money (Kikiwai = major urge to spend money) Or queen street... (because there's weird people... and the surge of that need to spend money there too..) Or Eatons Centres.. (she'll probably suggest going window shopping.. That and if i go to indigo she'll probably drag me out within a few minutes.. [Hence the fact that I always download manga.. Don't have money to spend or time to go to the bookstore T_T] That and she'll yell my name through the store..) That and as soon as I said Arcade she said "Arcade!? There's no arcade at my work!? Do you even have any money!? I'm not giving you any!" Bah T_T.. I think I have quarters for a DDR game... jeez.. There's nothing in this world that doesn't cost money T_T.. stupid evil corporate companies that are out to get you for money... That and I screwed up my Misa costume and I'm afraid my mom will bite my head off if i tell her i need more material.. (omg.. a waste of.. 3.00 worth of fabric.. I mean the fabric was on sale for god sake T_T) I don't even know if i have money for that stupid Dance that my brother wants to go to, D-Tac, Christmas Presents (that's why i hate having friends XD [not true. so not true I<3 you guys.. to some extenent]) bah.. I'm going to be soo poor... That and the fact taht I lost my measuring tape.. That and i have to chase Jackie around the school.. Not fun.. Let's home bacon-face remembers to give it to her. ^^:;. That and my stupid french desciption.. With my 'stoopid basic french' and our geo project.. which I'm fixing up... and why does everyone go 'eew' with the slide with Hyde and Tetsu? bah. you all suck. tetsu haters must die. Might as well write a to do list... T_T..

To do
*Kill Tetsu haters
*Fix Misa Costume [if i can T_T]
*french description [basic french is fun.]
*geo project [I'm supposed to be the sane one]
*Math [half-done]
*Get Mesurements/FIND THE DAMN MEASURING TAPE
*Kill mother
*Find some odd way of making money
*Go on a psycho rampage with my ghetto umbrella.
 

10/27/05 09:17 am - BOAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAH

BOhAHAHAHHA! I am at skool! we be checking out the HOOOT real estate agents (as so michelle CHAN says >.>...) Yes.. peter Kwan. yum. >.>....

I'm sorry but this real estate thing scares the garbage out of me.. ALOT... Like..
This is michelle. =D=D. i LOVEEEE peter Kwannn. hes SO HAWTTTT. i mean it. WITH multiple T's. in HAWTTTTTT. anyways.. back to katrina.
Wow.. odd... Anyway.. yay.. when i was walking to school this morning i saw roadkill on the road... Where all the LAT people walk.. it had no tail.. and it's guts were like on display... XD it was a squirrel... what's with me and finding dead things... >.>.. especiallu sqiuirrels... odd isn't it..?
DAY 2: things are not too bad.. >.>.. I'm hungry... That and i need to make a new layout for my blog.. chances are it'll be tsubasa though >.>... michelle wants to write stuff here.. WHY DOESN'T SHE WRITE IN HER OWN JOURNAL!??
michelle: its becuase my layout is TOO HAWTTT to be shown. and its BLANKK. and katrina didnt have money for her bacon sandwich today.. uh oh.. hmmm. i wonder if she wants CREAM CHEESE in it. LOL.=D=D
danielle: I WANT A BACON SANDWICH TOOOOO! and michelle and liz were THIS CLOSE to sending peter kwan an email telling him how hot he was...
Liz:boaahahaha I GET THE CAPITALIZED LETTER IN FRONT OF MY NAME IM SPECIALLL
heheheh XDXDXD heheh michelle loves peter kwan..what happened to bill thom?! or...shing? yeah...and harry siu?! lol...haha....katorina hearts jasonn XDXDXD
*hem*.... anyway...
michelle: i never liked bill thom! i still LOVEEEE peter kwan though.
Liz: then y did ub have bill thom on ure display picture???lol
michelle: it was to scare katrina.. =S=S
OK ENOUGH! ==;;; this is odd.. I'm leaving before they attack each other for the keybord..

"PETER KWAN IS SOOOO HAWWTT. YUUUM!" ~ Michelle CHAN
 

10/24/05 10:53 pm - wahhhh ; ;

I'm so sad now.. That and tomorrow I'm gonna fail the science test.. that and i have religion.. wahh.... I still have my geo project to do..... Tomorrow is gonna be extra sad... That and I'm listening to damned winds... PAH I HATE HTEM... Yes anyway.. I was scaring Talisa and Mylyn by drawing Yaoi pics in our group convo.. all you see is "AHHH! o.o" No i am not... . I just find Raito/L cute.. that's all PAH!.. ; ;.. I need to go draw a sad picture... At times like this i wish i could play my poor poor guitar ; ;
pshh half of this is teen angsty lyrics... oh my. T.T


The rain shortened the distance between the two
A little more closer, so that you don't get wet
Illuminated by the moon, we both slept
Even in our dreams, we never strayed

The more you cherish it, the easier it falls apart
The more you struggle, I continue to be tangled

Ah, I open both my hands to the fluttering winds
Trash everything I have and if I could love you
Would I have been able to ease your pain?
Nothing was made when I was noticed
Nothing was here when it was found out
~"WHITE OUT" by Tetsu69

"Dammit.. Damn me and my sad phase.. Now leave me be to listen to my sad fest.. ; ;" *eats ice cream in front of the T.V. [sniffle]*" ~Me u_u

10/21/05 10:44 pm - ohhh the pain.. >.

Yes today was fun... yet terribly horrible.. tres. tres. horrible.. Yeah my leg died at the carnival.. yes.. stupid crowd... O.o;; Well yeah school was boring.. the art teacher marked me absent because i couldn't hear my stupid name because of the stupid loud people in the class in the back.. pah.. stupid loud people... Had to go to attendance then back up to get a note from the teacher and then had to go back down @_@... then me and Nicole had interesting conversations about sharpthings and stuff... and she like.. was scraping my pencil across my arm.. it tickled.
uh.. after school we walked to york mills to meet with a whole bunch of people from carter ^^.

Then we sat and did nothing until Jay-sama and Clarence came ^^.

We didn't really do much..

I feel bad now.. Clarence sorta thinks it's his fault for my leg messing up.. >.<.. Don't worry Clarence! I would've gone back on anyway.. Plus it could have happened at anytime.. Thanks to Mich, Liz, Clarence and Jay-sama. Mich for letting me leech minutes off her phone. Liz for sorta letting me leech minutes and staying with my while me in pain XD. Jay-sama for helping me up, and caring so much... (to the point of really panicky) And Clarence for help me walk around ^^;;.. And I apolagise for like clinging to you on the bus.. But i would've flown off. That and bringing me home.. My aunt and Mom appreciate it ^^;..


Yesterday was great after me A Jay-sama ate after school we were walking and i saw a cat pwn a squirrel ^^:;.. I was like whacking it against the floor and the poor squirrel was like.. twitching and trying to pry itself loose.. ^^;;.. When I was on my way home.. THAT'S when I started to feel sorry for it.. ^^;;

Yay next friday we have a.. day off! Anyone wanna plan anything? ^^;;;

--
Yeah today made me think a bit.. Whenever I go out with you, when I get home I still feel sorta guilty.. Remember what my mom told you? I just feel guilty whenever we see each other.. I'm making you break that promise you made to her... In the end she'll blame you.. Bleh... it's so confushing... ; ;...

Forgive my mooshie-ness


"When I was close to you
I realized that the forever we felt was far away
I wonder if even those footsteps we left together
Are going to someday slowly disappear and become forgotten


The time wouldn't wait for us
But I want to think about it now
So that we can see in the future the reason why we were together


Our memories that overlapped
Were brilliant, gentle, and sad,
And I finally realized the feelings I didn't deliver enough to you"
"Another Days" by W-inds.
 

10/18/05 10:25 pm - Yay~

Yay~ My Livejournal looks pretty~!
Well.. I didn't do it... MY MANSLAVE DID! *hurray* ^^

Yesterday was fun! After we picked up our stupid pictures we went to the lockers and I got KONICHIGO~

Then Liz got her Kon and took pictures~! Througout the whole day Michelle Chan Kept trying to steal him from me.. ; ;
Art was sorta annoying.. but i love it anyway ^^;; Stupid people throwing things at me and Nicole. (BAH! I WANT YOU ALL DEAD!! *tee hee*) And then Mr. Desilets gave us Candy. (*yay~*). That and I was soo not whiny cute during class.. T_T

Bah today was terrible.. horrible. bah.. French was okay... But Belina didn't pick me to read my wonderful french paragraph of Tetsu and his wonderfulness. ; ; (Really it was horrible and everything started with "IL EST..." bah)
English was wonderful! We got to miss it because of some lame 'street crime' presentation. One guy looked like jesus and the other shopped at winners.. >.>...

The best part was when he showed us the shiny shiny knife and flashed his gun... shinyy... o_O..
Lunch was.... oook... I stole some of Shantels fries. Math.. Me and Mich just did nothing...

Uh... Geography was horrible.. So much useless crap on latitude and longitude.. like... stop. And that stupid TEST thing the guy does... I don't even know the teachers name XD.

Bah me and Jowie are gonna have looots of fun with that ge project... DAMMIT I WANTED REAL ESTATE AGENT. No. I am not going through a Real estate praising phase >.>.. But we wanted to act like complete slimeballs in our presentation.. >.>.. That and we got oceanographers.. How can they be evil!? they can't! That and that Mercedes chick was all like "JOB STEALERS" >.>..


Yes and gym was awesome.. Mr. Capedocia was supplying our gym class. That and he told Kayla off... i mean like.. PWNED. yeah.. she was all like.. loud and not stopping balls during soccer...>.>..

He let us out early so we could pick up our stupid ID cards.. >.>.. oh so ugly.. (*is ashamed*) Then we wents home. >.>

Yay Manslave made my livejournal layout~ (*is happy* does happy dance.

oh yeah.

I AM SO NO WHINY CUTE! T_T bah.. T_T..
 

10/14/05 10:17 pm - bluh..?

Yes.... Heeelllooooo.. >.>
Well yeah.. I feel so noob right now... >.>... Just because I don't know how to do anything... >.>..
I dunno 'bout live journal it's okay.. but then I'd have to blog twice everytime... fun....
Yes. Tetsu rocks. >.>
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